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The fact that this account is essentially dead is not news. However, I am happy to announce that I have a new one, co-owned with my girlfriend. If you wish to see new works from me, please check it out.

I will most likely be leaving up what is still in this gallery, since the majority of it is awful fanfiction. Nevertheless, I've grown quite a bit as a writer since then, and I'm happy to be moving on to new and better things.

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As for places you can find me outside of DeviantArt...

My main blog:  sefall.org/Konrad/
My site: sefall.org/
Synthetic Truth: synthetictruth.net

[ Konrad ]
  • Reading: Lolita
  • Watching: The news
  • Drinking: Grape juice
  • Reading: Making Money
  • Watching: Black Blood Brothers
In case there's still anyone about who wanders by this page, I've grown rather silent. I still lurk on DA, commenting and reading and viewing, but I find it unlikely that I will be continuing to submit pieces of my writing here. I've put almost everything in storage, just leaving up the crappy fanfiction, for the most part.

If anyone wants to get in touch with me or read anything I write, I can be found at LiveJournal. zapkilikan.livejournal.com

Anyway, I hope all of you are doing well.

Friends:
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It's been a while since I updated this, huh? There really isn't that much to update about, I suppose. I probably won't use this much once in the future, anyway. My LiveJournal absorbs most of my random drabbling. ^^'

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Clubs:
:icongoodomens::iconweareyourdead::iconlolth-scourge::iconelves::iconmarauders::iconphantom-of-da-opera::iconhunchback-club::iconsiriusblackclub::iconremuslupin::iconharrisonfordclub::iconcanineclub::iconjames-potter::iconcaribbeanpirates::iconweasley-twins-anon::iconakabane-fanclub::icongetbackersclub::iconkazukiclub::iconginji-fanclub::iconbebop-club::iconkadsukixjubei::iconmidouban-fanclub::iconmarket-chipping::icongoggle-lovers::iconcommodoregasm::icongankutsuou-club::iconvisionsofescaflowne::icona-discworld-guild:

LiveJournal:
zapkilikan.livejournal.com

People I Know:
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  • Reading: Great Expectations
  • Watching: Saiyuki
  • Eating: Corn Chips
  • Drinking: Mountain Dew
Appropriate, I think that the song 'It's the end of the world as we know it' came on just as I logged onto DA today.

The only pro I can find for the new layout is it gives you the option to take something off your favourites list, if you accidentally fave it, or something.

But they fucked with the writing deviations. I hope they iron out the fact that on some of them, part of the writing is covered by the little buttons on the left.

That's all I have to say.

P.S. (Smother the following people in love.)

Great HoND art:
:iconcrumblygumbly::iconchibinightcrawler15::iconsynicalsel::iconlascaux:

Great GO art:
:iconhalobender::iconlinnpuzzle:

Clubs:
:icongoodomens::iconweareyourdead::iconlolth-scourge::iconelves::iconmarauders::iconphantom-of-da-opera::iconhunchback-club::iconsiriusblackclub::iconremuslupin::iconharrisonfordclub::iconcanineclub::iconjames-potter::iconcaribbeanpirates::iconweasley-twins-anon::iconakabane-fanclub::icongetbackersclub::iconkazukiclub::iconginji-fanclub::iconbebop-club::iconkadsukixjubei::iconmidouban-fanclub::iconmarket-chipping::icongoggle-lovers::iconcommodoregasm::icongankutsuou-club::iconvisionsofescaflowne::icona-discworld-guild:

Xanga:
www.xanga.com/Zapkilikan

People I Know:
:iconkeittykat::iconkiaya::icondirewrath::iconnoraimund:
*points above* Yeah, just what I said. I'm taking on a rather large Howl's Moving Castle fanfiction that attacked me in my sleep. Info: It's going to be twenty chapters long, and I do intend to finish this one, believe it or not. I'm picking my way through the twenty chapters all over the place, since they happen to correspond with the lines of a certain poem.

Having read the book or seen the movie is not required, for example, if you just want something to read and have some odd desire to edit my writing in one of its most horrible first stages, but it would be a great boon if you had. Particularly if you've read the book, seeing as it's in book!verse.

Also, if you plan on reading the book, and even seeing the movie, then I wouldn't suggest taking this on, because you will be spoilered. But if you're willing, then, by all means, please let me know. I need an editor, badly. I've got the inspiration, but the words don't seem to be flowing as smoothly as I had hoped, and I'm trying to work up the quality of my work.

Or, if you only want to edit one chapter, or something, don't hesitate to let me know. And I'm not against having more than one editor, either. More sets of eyes/brain(s) is better than only one or two.

(And spare hearts, provided there are some lying around. ;P )

In any case, thanks in advance. *bows*

P.S. (Smother the following people in love.)

Great HoND art:
:iconcrumblygumbly::iconchibinightcrawler15::iconsynicalsel::iconlascaux:

Great GO art:
:iconhalobender::iconlinnpuzzle:

Clubs:
:icongoodomens::iconweareyourdead::iconlolth-scourge::iconelves::iconmarauders::iconphantom-of-da-opera::iconhunchback-club::iconsiriusblackclub::iconremuslupin::iconharrisonfordclub::iconcanineclub::iconjames-potter::iconcaribbeanpirates::iconweasley-twins-anon::iconakabane-fanclub::icongetbackersclub::iconkazukiclub::iconginji-fanclub::iconbebop-club::iconkadsukixjubei::iconmidouban-fanclub::iconmarket-chipping::icongoggle-lovers::iconcommodoregasm:

Xanga:
www.xanga.com/Zapkilikan

People I Know:
:iconkeittykat::iconkiaya::icondirewrath:

Information About My Site -- The Streets of Paris
zap-ardendaeas.deviantart.com/…
Akabane-san!! ^_^


Yeah, I'm going back and reading all my old Get Backers manga volumes now that I've got the ninth one. Which means I now have 3-9. Since my mom probably doesn't want me buying as many as I plan on, I'm going to buy them in slow, short increments, and once I get up to the number the volumes are up to, then I'll go back and buy one and two. Yeah. More Akabane and Ban and Kazuki! And others, but mainly those three!

Anyway, I'm taking the time to submit all or a lot of my poems from English class to DeviantArt. I've decided I can't write limericks very well. At least not with a little practice.

Godsdammit, I want to see the Get Backers anime so bad! But they don't have it on adult swim. >_<  In any case, if they're on, I'm going to go and watch Cowboy Bebop and Trigun and possibly some other stuff tonight.

And I'm going to go back and read my Hellsing and Desert Coral mangas, too. Does anyone know if the DC volume three is out, yet? I've been getting them really cheap at the middle school bookfairs, we just had the last one that I'm ever going to see, and they only had volume two, which I already have. *frown* Anyway...





The road officially ends on June 7th, 2006.

What am I talking about, I can hear you ask. Well, to be perfectly frank, that's the day life as I know it is going to end. That's the day I graduate from eigth grade, and leave the middle school, this time for good. I cried last year, when last years eigth graders graduated! It's going to be worse this year, I can already tell. I've constantly got Nickelback's 'Photograph', and Michelle Branche's 'Goodbye to You' running through my head or in my CD player, and I feel like I'm going to burst into tears every time I see anyone.

I hate the middle school, because it holds a lot of bad memories for me, but I also love it, for the good memories and times it has within its walls. It feels like home, and, oddly enough, the Elementary never felt that way, and I was there for just as many years, (since I moved here in third grade).

I have no idea how I'm going to survive. I'm going to miss everything. Everything. My teachers, the lockers I've had over the years, the way people were now, the computer lab, the classrooms, everything.

Shit, I'm getting teary-eyed just sitting here thinking about it.

Ever since sixth grade, I've wanted to stay here forever. I don't want to graduate this place. Because when I do, it means there's only four years left, and I know those years are going to go by so fast. So fast. I'm not ready to make all the desicioins that I'm going to have to make. I'm not ready for the responsibility.

I wrote this last year, aimed at everyone who I was going to miss, all the memories, and at one special person who moved, and who I wish I could have gotten to know better.

I miss you, Richard LeCoultre.

Maybe Tomorrow

Maybe tomorrow...
Will be the day...
Maybe tomorrow...
Will be the day...
Not today...
Never ended yesterday...
Might see the sun shining down...
Might hear the laughter on the air...
Might cry some tears for memory's sake...
Might smile through it all...
Might sing into the wind...
Might laugh in the valley of the shadow of doubt...
Might hug someone, and say goodbye...
Don't go no where, I'll be back.
See you someday.
Don't get eaten over the summer.
Just let me wipe away my tears,
and gaze on you again.
I'll see you again, not to worry.
Don't die alone,
and promise me that you won't lose it.
Don't get arrested, or, if you do, not for nothing big.
And if you get arrested, I'll be there with you,
next to you.
'Damn, that was fun.'
And then someone'll come and bail us out,
won't ever let us live it down.
Don' wanna go, please don't leave.
Wanna have you here right next to me.
Wanna be able to smile at you,
and laugh at old times.
Do something insane.
I'll cause havoc if you do.
Please don' forget me.
If you don't, you might save my life someday.
Come on, let those tears flow, just smile right through 'em,
no one'll think less of you.
This time has been so beautiful, so fun, so memorable.
Can't put it to words.
Let the words, memories, be your lullaby.
Remember the good times, and the bad,
and the tired days, the boring days.
Wanna laugh and live and learn with you here beside me.
But if that's not possible, that's okay,
I'll be with you anyway.
You've got a piece of me, and you'll have it the rest of your life.
Don't let it blow away, don't forget about me.
It's been really fun.
Hope to see you again.
G'bye, and remember, as I'll remember you.


~*~
Also, this is the journal I wrote on DA last year after the last band concert of the year. I don't remember if I posted it here last year. I'm going to do a similar one this year, write after the concert on Monday.

Another rant... Please don't be mad... please...

It is difficult for me to describe just how much I hate the end of school years. It's the same story every year at least for me. Towards the end of the year, I always think, man, this was the best year, I want to be in this grade forever, and I always get depressed, or at least really sad, near the end.

Tomorrow is the last day, and being only a seventh grader, there's a lot of eighth graders that I'm gonig to miss next year, when they move up to the highschool. I mean, it's not like I'm not going to see them in a couple years, and it's not like I'm not going to see my friends again, but I always feel really sad at the end of the year.

Maybe it's because I feel like I lose a part of myself with each advancing grade, a little bit of my childhood that I won't ever get back. And it makes me wonder, 'If this year went fast, what about next year? And highschool? And college?'

And now, whenever I hear a Michelle Branch song, I think I'm going to start crying, because they were playing them when the eight grade section of the publications class ran a video of the eight grade collected from all year, and them saying goodbye to everybody. I so hate time.

So many people have become my friends, and I fear that they won't be who they are when I see them next.

There are no words to describe this feeling. I swear I'm going to start crying tomorrow, and on the last day of eight grade, next year.

So, *raises glass* here's to all the eight graders that I hope do well next year. I love you guys.

Jeremy Shawver, Austin Bedwell, (Baby-eater!), Rob Cook, Andrew Bates,('Kiss ma loosaness, loosa!'), James Beckstrom, Emily Bailey, Preston Boyd, Jade Fletcher, Alayason Mitchell, Kenny Gingras, and Shelbie Linnemeyer.

And to all the seventh graders that have become my friends.

Richard LeCoultre, (who, sadly, is moving to Silver Valley, and won't be coming back, I think), Bryant Appel, Josh Cox, Ricky Avalos,(who can appreciate anime), Shelby Branvold, Molli Darden and Daunie Duke, Troy Duncan, (Cyanide Kid), Jenny Ettinger, Michael Garvin, Courtney Irelan, (Jimmy-kins), Ashlee and Tedi Johnson, Megan Krebs, (Moon-man) Michellebea Lyons, Doug Mcgee, Michael Mullins, Sam Reamer, Vierra Reid, Courtney Wear, Marcus Witten, Michael Yearout, Jake Willard, and lastly, but definitely not least, Sarah Felix, who I would have sworn would never be my best friend 2 or 3 years ago.

And the teachers, whom I love to joke around with.

Mr. Bifford, (the best English and Publications teacher, and whom I am one of the only ones who appreciates his jokes), Mr. Shaw, (the Science teacher who still remembers what it was like to be young and less wise), Mrs. Kirts, (the best and kindest librarian ever to live), Mr. Vesey, (the aweseome Geography teacher who appreciates my insanity), Mr. Pentland, (who I had last year, as my home and Geography teacher. Thank you, even though I'm a year late! ^^' ), Mr. DePew, (the band teacher that can squeeze good music out of us ;) ), and Mr. Noyes, (who I also had last year, as my band teacher. Forgive me for being so late!).

I hope all of you guys do well, have a great summer, you don't change much, and that I see you again!

-Zap
(Sara Hendricks)


~*~

~*~
These songs so accuratley describe this. Particularly the last one, with the 'three years' bit.

Photograph - Nickelback


Look at this photograph
Every time I do it makes me laugh
How did our eyes get so red?
And what the hell is on Joey's head?

And this is where I grew up
I think the present owner fixed it up
I never knew we ever went without
The second floor is hard for sneakin' out

And this is where I went to school
Most of the time had better things to do
Criminal record says I broke in twice
I must've done it half a dozen times

I wonder if it's too late
Should I go back and try to graduate?
Life's better now than it was back then
If I was them, I wouldn't let me in
Oh oh oh
Oh god I, I

Every memory of looking out the back door
I had the photo album spread out on my bedroom floor
It's hard to say it
Time to say it
Goodbye, goodbye
Every memory of walking out the front door
I found the photo of the friend that I was looking for
It's hard to say it
Time to say it
Goodbye, goodbye

Goodbye


Remember the old arcade
Blew every dollar that we ever made
The cops seen us hangin' out
They say somebody went and burned it down


We used to listen to the radio
And sing along with every song we'd know
We said someday we'd find out how it feels
To sing to more than just the steering wheel

Kim's the first girl I kissed
I was so nervous that I nearly missed
She's had a couple of kids since then
I haven't seen her since God knows when
Oh oh oh
Oh god I, I

Every memory of looking out the back door
I had the photo album spread out on the bedroom floor
It's hard to say it
Time to say it
Goodbye, goodbye
Every memory of walking out the front door
I found the photo of the friend that I was looking for
It's hard to say it
Time to say it
Goodbye, goodbye

I miss that town
I miss their faces
You can't erase it
You can't replace it
I miss it now
I can't believe it
So hard to stay
Too hard to leave it

If I could relive those days
I know the one thing that would never change

Every memory of looking out the back door
I had the photo album spread out on my bedroom floor
It's hard to say it
Time to say it
Goodbye, goodbye
Every memory of walking out the front door
I found the photo of the friend that I was looking for
It's hard to say it
Time to say it
Goodbye, goodbye

Look at this photograph
Every time I do it makes me laugh
Every time I do it makes me...


~*~
Goodbye to You - Michelle Branch

Of all the things I believed in
I just want to get it over with
tears from behind my eyes
but I do not cry
Counting the days that past me by

I've been searching deep down in my soul
Words that I'm hearing are starting to get old
Looks like I'm starting all over again
The last three years were just pretend and I said

Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything I thought I knew
You were the one I love
The one thing that I tried to hold on to

I still get lost in your eyes
And it seems that I can't live a day without you
Closing my eyes till you chase my thoughts away
To a place where I am blinded by the light
but it's not right

Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that I tried to hold on to

Ohhh yeah
And it hurts to want everything & nothing at the same time
I want whats yours and I want whats mine
I want you but I'm not giving in this time

Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that I tried to hold on to
The one thing that I tried to hold on to

Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that I tried to hold on to

And when the stars fall I lie will awake
Your my shooting star



Goodbye to everything I thought I knew...


P.S. (Smother the following people in love.)

Great HoND art:
:iconcrumblygumbly::iconchibinightcrawler15::iconsynicalsel::iconlascaux:

Great GO art:
:iconhalobender::iconlinnpuzzle:

Clubs:
:icongoodomens::iconweareyourdead::iconlolth-scourge::iconelves::iconmarauders::iconphantom-of-da-opera::iconhunchback-club::iconsiriusblackclub::iconremuslupin::iconharrisonfordclub::iconcanineclub::iconjames-potter::iconcaribbeanpirates::iconweasley-twins-anon::iconakabane-fanclub::icongetbackersclub::iconkazukiclub::iconginji-fanclub::iconbebop-club::iconkadsukixjubei::iconmidouban-fanclub:

Xanga:
www.xanga.com/Zapkilikan

People I Know:
:iconkeittykat::iconkiaya::icondirewrath:

Information About My Site -- The Streets of Paris
zap-ardendaeas.deviantart.com/…
I have Photoshop again!!1 :D

Admittedly, it's two versions ahead of my old one -- I now have a v. 4.0 instead of v. 2.0 -- but it still looks the same, which is nice, so I don't have to re-learn all my old tricks! *happy dancing*

I regained the 'arm' that I had lost, thankfully, with this program. I never realized just how much I use it until now.

Unfortunatley, a few of my favourite fonts are missing in this version, but they might come with the updates, and they are made up for with the new ones or onees I didn't have before.

Man, I am soooo happy.

P.S. (Smother the following people in love.)

Great HoND art:
:iconcrumblygumbly: :iconchibinightcrawler15: :iconsynicalsel: :iconlascaux:

Great GO art:
:iconhalobender: :iconlinnpuzzle:

Clubs:
:icongoodomens: :iconweareyourdead: :iconlolth-scourge:
:iconelves: :iconmarauders: :iconphantom-of-da-opera: :iconhunchback-club:
:iconsiriusblackclub: :iconremuslupin: :iconharrisonfordclub: :iconcanineclub:
:iconjames-potter: :iconcaribbeanpirates: :iconweasley-twins-anon:
:iconakabane-fanclub: :icongetbackersclub: :iconkazukiclub:


Xanga:
www.xanga.com/Zapkilikan

People I Know:
:iconkeittykat: :iconkiaya: :icondirewrath:

Information About My Site -- The Streets of Paris
zap-ardendaeas.deviantart.com/…
Info for my site, The Streets of Paris.

I, (more or less two or three days ago), created a new Invisionfree-based web-forum, this time not only for RPG, though those may well come into play later on. It is still under construction, and I am looking for both members and possibly a few moderators who are willing to help me out, and not abuse power.

But before we rush into things, I think I should probably tell you what the site is for. Mhmm. That always helps. ;P

The site is for people who, like me, enjoy French literature, (classic, more or less), and the fandoms, movies, musicals, and such dedicated to them. So far, I have categories only for Gaston Leroux, Victor Hugo, and Alexandre Dumas, because, as far as I am concerned, those are the only authors I have read in this area, though I intend to broaden my reading quite a bit later on. :D

There is, however, another board called 'The Melting Pot' for anything I dont' have on there, and if there is enough interest in a particular author/work, (if I ever get any members, that is), then it will get a board of its own.

As I am still adding threads and boards, there will eventually be, or already is, as may be the case, threads for future members looking for beta readers/writers for a fanfic, or a place to advertise for collaborations, etc. There will also be a place to role play, eventually, and places to hang out and discuss things off-topic.

In any case, the site is still under construction, but any ideas you may have for it, or members, or even possible moderators would be greatly appreciated and welcomed!

(More info, and the rules can be found on the site itself)

s9.invisionfree.com/The_Street…

Cheers,

~ Zappaz
[Murdock]

4/18/2006

P.S. -- If there are any members, and any on DA, I will update this journal if/when there is any news, and date it.
If I have spelling mistakes, please bear with me. Anyone who has read one of my recent Xanga entries knows that I was not having a very good week. Well, it just got worse.

Last night, the computer that I've been using for about two years died/crashed, whatever the hell you want to call it. I am now deathly afraid that I'm going to loose all my picture/writing files, because a lot of them I don't have saved anywhere, or backed up, or anything, like an idiot. I just hope the repair shop guys can repair the harddrive, or export it all to an external harddrive.

Anyway, I had a complete nervous breakdown last night when that happened -- aka, screaming and crying, and not being able to breathe, etc.

Right now I'm operating off an incredibly slow replacement computer that has a wonky, split sided keyboard with rather sticky keys, and it's showing me just how much I use the opposite hand to press buttons I should be pressing with whatever hand is on that side -- like 'be', for example. I keep hitting flat keyboard because it's on the left side, and I normally hit it with my right index finger.

I think someone's been hacking me DA account, because where previously I only had two items on my wishlist, now there's five, and I didn't put the other three there, unless I sleep-web-surf. So if whoever's been hacking my site, (if, indeed, anyone has), ever reads this entry, I hope you go to hell. I changed my password, so fuck off.

There's tear stains on the back of my cloth-bound Hunchback copy now. Funny, no? I was all depressed and lethargic earlier today, and then I realized I was being an idiot, bucked up and drew some stuff, and now I'm mostly angry that this happened.

My dad says the reason the computer failed was either because of the literal thousands of hours that it has on it, or because of a virus. I don't care, really. I just hope that I can get my files back.

But you know what really sucks? I had just figured out a good deal of the mysteries of Photoshop version 3.0, and the computer I'm using now is too old to load it on. Ironic, no? And though my dad offered to let me use his computer for it, (and he has a tablet, too), I know I never will, because I don't want to flood his computer with the junk I do in Photoshop.

So, I guess my Clopin drawings won't get fixed for quite a while now.

Fuck this. And I had just caught up to all but, say, one of the RPGs I'm in. Now I'm back to square one, with a slow computer and *none* of my old files, which includes the file with all my character information/profiles/lists/history.

What the hell did I do to deserve this? Can anybody answer that? Is it because I gave up on something I'm not going to name? Why, damnit?

Or is this someone's fucked up way of giving me a clean slate to work off of? I didn't want one, damn you. I was just fine the way I was.

~ Zappaz


P.S. (Smother the following people in love.)

Great HoND art:
:iconcrumblygumbly: :iconchibinightcrawler15: :iconsynicalsel: :iconlascaux:

Clubs:
:icongoodomens: :iconweareyourdead: :iconlolth-scourge: :iconelves: :iconmarauders: :iconphantom-of-da-opera: :iconhunchback-club:

Xanga:
www.xanga.com/Zapkilikan

People I Know:
:iconkeittykat: :iconkiaya: :icondirewrath:
I love that man...

Note the new avatar. That's my first animation, and though it's only text, someday when I have a free day, I'm going to experiment my fucking ass off with other animation-type stuff...

Which brings me to thinking that it would actually be pretty cool to be an animator... Hmm... Too much to choose from... ^^'

And since I missed it on my last journal, I've officially been here a year since the sixteenth of March. Scary, no?

Anyway, I'm reading HoND again. Lol. Go figure. ;P

Oh, but anyway... I know I'll forget someone in this list, but I'll add them as I remember them...

Cheers,
~ Zappaz

P.S. (Smother the following people in love.)

Great HoND art:
:iconcrumblygumbly: :iconchibinightcrawler15: :iconsynicalsel: :iconlascaux:

Clubs:
:icongoodomens: :iconweareyourdead: :iconlolth-scourge: :iconelves: :iconmarauders: :iconphantom-of-da-opera: :iconhunchback-club:

Xanga:
www.xanga.com/Zapkilikan

People I Know:
:iconkeittykat: :iconkiaya: :icondirewrath:
Yes, I read it! *dances* Pierre Gringoire, Jehan Frollo du Moulin, and Clopin were my favourites by far, at least in the book! I just got to see the Disney version for the first time in my life, and though they did butcher most of the story, it was an awesome movie. Clopin was by far my favourite in the movie. Go figure. *rolls eyes*

Anyway, I broke my continuous Tombstone binge on the nineteenth of this month, ironically Wyatt Earp's birthday.

In any case, I am now reading Terry Pratchett's Soul Music, yet another Discworld novel. I'm not that far into it, but it's pretty good.

*yawns* Anyway, that's all I've got.

Clubs:

:icongoodomens: :iconweareyourdead: :iconlolth-scourge: :iconelves: :iconmarauders: :iconphantom-of-da-opera: :iconhunchback-club:

Xanga:

www.xanga.com/Zapkilikan
Dream, dream, dream, dream, dreeeaam...
^ From the Everly Brothers' song...


So, I have been watching at least part of Tombstone for... 50 days straight, or every day since January 7th. How sad is that?

Anyway, I got the eigth Get Backers volume a couple weeks ago. Still loving that series...

Oh, and about the title, I got the first Sandman volume on Thursday! ^_^ (The comic by Neil Gaiman and other people). I love it, love it, love it, love it... And I've fallen in love with Morpheus. Go figure.

Anyway, life has been good, and I hope to get my brand new but pretty sucky Tombstone fanfic up tomorrow. Anyway... Ciao until later, peeps.

Cheers,

~ Zappaz

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So, hmm... finally updating again. I'm still on my Tombstone binge, and at the moment I'm listening to the soundtrack. Yeah, I finally got my hands on it. By the way, the address in my website bracket is my Xanga now, and I update that more than this, so if you really want to read my thoughts, go visit. You know you want to.

At any rate, I don't have much to say. I conned one friend into watching Tombstone, and another is going to tomorrow. Real nice. That'll make five people in my school who've seen at least part of it.

This is my first two-day weekend in six weeks, so I'm not gonna be happy on Monday. School be evil, and there's a friend I only have one class with anymore, and I don't even sit with her in that class. Thankfully I sit with her on the bus, though.

*yawns* So, enough junk from me. Cheers, lovelies.

~ Zappaz

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Yeah, after about a year, I finally got to watch Tombstone again. And I think the title is a little obvious. *laughs and points above*

Damn, I like pale guys for some reason... What's kind of funny, is I have a cough, and whenever Doc would cough, I would start coughing. Definitley something funny going on there...

I have Get Backers manga volumes 3-6, now, by the way... Not that that has to do with anything...

Oh, and I found out that the actual Doc Holliday's birthday is the day after mine. Mine is the 13 of August, and his is the 14th. Sweetness. ^_^

Sadly, I think that's all I've got. Cheers, all of you. ;P

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So, yeah, what it says above. Merry Christmas, Happy Hanaukah, Happy Kwanzaa, Happy New Year... Whatever you celebrate. I hope it's a good one! Mine sure has been, so far.
So I counted wrong, I only got six Discworld books. That's still a lot. I have now, my whole Disc collection...
Monstrous Regiment, Night Watch, The Color of Magic, Moving Pictures, Carpe Jugulum, Maskerade, Sourcery, The Light Fantastic, Soul Music, Mort, and Going Postal.
I think I've got my hands full. The ones italisized are the ones I've read.
I'm starting on Carpe Jugulum, though. I've been meaning to read that one for a while. ^_^
I also got the 'Seventeen Days', like I mentioned earlier, which is a 3 Doors Down CD. Very nice. I got a Tolkein beastiary from a friend of my mom's, a Borders/Waldenbooks giftcard for $25, a wonderful, goldplated, dragon push dagger from my dad, (last thing I was expecting! :o), a dog statue from my best bud, two notebooks, and the Mummy/Mummy Returns DVD set from another good friend. Oh, and the Farside Gallery 3. Gary Larson rocks my sox! Woo!

And we got my little corgi Elf a little red dog sweatshirt, to match my 'Barding Unlimited' one. It even says 'Elf' on it in gold letters. *hugs the little dog* :)

And I didn't have to wait until after Christmas to get my first Get Backers manga volume! I got straight A's, so my dad gave me twenty bucks, and I got the third one. I know, I know, why the hell did I get the third one first and not the first one? Well, because I wanted some Akabane, and so I got the third one. I know technically the second one is the first one with him in it, but, whatever. I'm happy. *swoons* And he's hot. So is Ban, but what the hell. I like he anime version of Akabane better, actually, but they're both hot. ;P

Anyway. Enough of my fangirliness. But I have to wait until January tenth for the second volume of Gankutsuou to come out. *shrugs* I think I'm covered till then. ;P Wheee!

So, yeah, woot. See you later, peeps! :) :rose: :D

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Looking back on what I had written on the... second, I would like to say that, no, I am not having a nice relaxing December there are still sooo many things I have to do it's not even funny these are a few of them, for my reference and your amusement. I'll italisize them as I get them done, if I can remember to...

:bulletred: Read the Dominic Deegan comics I missed
:bulletred:Read the Mac Hall " " "
:bulletred:Read the And Shine Heaven Now " " "

:bulletred:Read the Inhuman " " "
:bulletred:Read the Tales of the Questor " " "
:bulletred:Read the Nip and Tuck " " "

:bulletred:Catch up on Victorian Times
:bulletred:Catch up on Juathuur
:bulletred:Catch up on Building 12
:bulletred:Catch up on Misfile
:bulletred:Post stuff on 'Disaster'
:bulletred:Post stuff on 'Den of Illusions' and try to find out why it keeps getting glitches
:bulletred:Post stuff in 'Checkmate'
:bulletred:Post stuff in 'Starlight Academy'
:bulletred:Work on 'Illusions and Shadows', if I have time
:bulletred:Work on my 'Shady Grove' story that I was writing for the denizens of Lavender Eyes
:bulletred:Clean out my Devaint Art inbox for good
:bulletred:Submit a bunch of pictures to Photobucket
:bulletred:Keep up with my Xanga
:bulletred:Keep up with 'Inklings'
:bulletred:Keep on writing my NaNo
:bulletred:Work on other stuff I was waiting to work on until November was over
:bulletred:Draw more pictures of my NaNo characters
:bulletred:Submit what I have of my NaNo to DA
:bulletred: Practice my cello
:bulletred:Decorate the Christmas tree
:bulletred:Keep up with Roleplaying
:bulletred:Do my schoolwork
:bulletred:Post more in Salron, Dark, ladykiko, and Raven's sites
:bulletred:Not 'mouth off to my mom'
:bulletred: And all the other crap I have to do
:bulletred: Not go insane

Yeah... Hell, not even funny. *cries* I'm gonna go fucking insane.
Well, cheers, at any rate. See you all around, someday.
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PS: What's nice, though, is my mom is getting me about eight Discworld books for Christmas, the new 3 Doors Down CD, and when I get money for cat-sitting, I can start getting Get Backers manga w00T!
So, I'm wasted. I got my fifty thousand words on the twenty eigth of November, 2005, at around 9:20 PM, two days a head of schedule, or there abouts. And the story isn't even halfway finished yet. O_o Maybe I'll post some of it here, if I ever succeed in cleaning out my inbox. 503 messages. It's been a long month.

Now, I hope to have a relaxing December.

Oh, and I would like to wish a happy birthday to Sam, as of yesterday, (the first). I do not know what he is turning, but happy birthday to him none-the-less.

And I would just like to say that right now, life couldn't be better. Not a whit.

*yawns* So, more later.

Cheers,
~Zap

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I have only one thing to say, though I will not elaborate on it.

'Unfortunate is he who has never tasted the bittersweet flavor of rejected love.'
~Unknown



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So, guess it was time for another update, cause I had some stuff to say. Whatever. ;P

So, I just watched The Count of Monte Cristo for the second time in my life last night - the edition with James Caviezel, (I think that's how it's spelled), and it was AWESOME! I love Monte Cristo! I'm reading the book now, and I can't wait for the anime to come out so I can get on the twenty-seventh! :love:

Yes, I know I'm practically fan-girling. ^^; It's awesome.
If you don't know about the new anime, and you might want to check it out, here's the official website.

www.montecristodvd.com

Oh, and I cursed my dad's riding lawnmower this morning. *laughs* I was raking leaves, and wishing he would wait until I got it all done, so I could play in it a little while, and the blade fell off! :D Which is kind of funny because my mom used to curse her neighbor's lawn mower so it would break when he mowed real early in the morning. :XD:

And we just got back from an ATV ride. And I took a spider to the eye. :( It hurt. But I got to play in the mud down by the river, so now I have to take a shower.

Oh, but we did get our septic tank replaced, so we can use water and flush the toilets again. That's a good thing...

Anyway, whatever. ;P

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So sorry I haven't killed your minds any more since September eigth. I figured that it was time for another journal for all of you to delete out of your deviantwatch list...

Anyway, not much's been up with me, if you can really beleive that. Except I did get a black fedora yesterday! *dances around to Ray Charles music* And life in general is worth bloody living.

And I'm beginning to talk like a book character of mine... How ironic...

And I wanted to tell all of you pretties that I won't be around much in November. I joined the madness that is NaNoWriMo, so yeah. Not much time to do everything else after midnight on Halloween.

I just read Good Omens for the second time, and I'm gonna read it again. Yeah, I'm that insane. What can I say? ^^;

And in general I'm feeling, well, jazzy, and devilish. *cackles* So, yeah, I'm hyper, and off-kilter, and using phrases I wouldn't normally use, and dissolving into spontanious dances around the house to music. And all that jazz.

So, well, not much else to say, besides that. Catch ya later.

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